I think it goes without saying that my life has been one complete utter shit show. Nobody cares about me or my life, and I've made peace with that. Unlike most people, I don't really need to feel important. I used to have phrases I'd say to people when people were still around. I'd say things like, "I am The Lizard Queen," and "Don't you have any idea of who I think I am?", and "if wishes were kisses, we'd never be lonely." I find myself very alone lately. But not lonely. I've always been a wallflower. Many of my favorite activities can only be done alone. I was an only child raised by a single parent, my father. Oftentimes, in life growing up, I was alone. We were extremely poor, and my dad was extremely abusive, so I never had friends over. The last time I had a friend over, he hit me in front of them, even though their dad was his best friend. He kept making me clean the splash wall by the stove, over and over and over agai...
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